How can you overcome your inner pain and mental turmoil that with the building of this Full Moon Eclipse on Sunday may be revealing itself to you now?
The first thing to do is Stop! Stop struggling to get away from your inner self or the crazy thoughts that create your anxiety. Stop trying to fill your life with useless distractions or other peoples problems. Stop telling yourself that it will go away on its own, and most of all stop judging yourself and what you are experiencing.
Let the uncomfortable within you rise to the surface and present itself. Breathe into it. Scream into it. Meditate into it.Talk into it.Whatever feels right to you, allow the denied and repressed inside yourself come into your awareness. Let yourself fall apart.
We have been taught in the western world that displaying our emotions is a weakness and even unattractive and that we need to get a grip on ourselves,however when you understand that our emotions have already a consistent grip upon us as they wait for our acknowledgement of their existence,then and only then can true transformation take place.
The present astrological aspects and also the consciousness that is far beyond them is now demanding that we give ourselves a good dose of ‘truth serum’ and start to be brutally honest about how we feel within ourselves,not from the standpoint of judgement or blame of others, but from the reality of love and the fact that we are all one. Because if you feel your unhappiness is because you are a victim in this life you cannot possibly empower yourself and equally if you feel you need to be a rescuer and sacrifice yourself for others in this life, then perhaps you need to question what you maybe running away from within yourself.
There is no promised new age out there,for nothing in fact exists outside of us and when we can stand in the light and darkness of our created self and love it and understand it ,then true awakening and liberation is the guaranteed outcome.
It would be extremely wise to call upon the consciousness of this Full Moon, which also governs the emotional and intuitive body and ask from the depths of your being for a purification process to be initiated within you and let go of any expectations of how this is going to manifest. For we are entering into what I term The Cycle of Conscious Connection, where the depth of your intention to face the Constructed Self which is based on fear and lies, will be acknowledged and transformed by the radiance of your True Self, which is your Soul.
We are being pressured to wake up from the dreams of illusion and begin a new way of authentic living! And this Cycle of Conscious Connection which shall be manifested through our own wills and burning desire for truth, is what will not only transform our own experience in this earthly dimension but also of those we love and meet.
Have the courage to face yourself with love and remember God helps those who help themselves,because in truth you are an aspect of God that wishes to rediscover itself.
In Loving Service